我發現
我個人唔係唔鐘意諗野
只係
我諗完野從來唔會做organization
然後
我個人諗野就變到好(似)冇logic

!?

簡單d講句
我個人好冇linkage

...

再係咁落去
我食10盒古古力都唔掂

欲哭無淚既感覺唔好受(尤其是係我呢d咁眼淺咁感情豐情既物體)
但係

眼訓過度而令對眼乾到欲哭無淚既感覺更加難受
被吹脹到極點連脾氣都唔識發嬲都唔曉嬲既感覺都好難受

我究竟係度做緊d乜!!!???

ps 我真係好想上angela

hahahahahha i love this so much XD

manman's wedding
pacific-rim project meeting (其實呢關係最難過..)
angela
drama (with mission to be achieved.. XD)

exhausted!

好頭痛..  諗起黎緊果浪quiz+assignment+presentation就頭痛..

又係溫書既時候~~~

week 8.. not yet ended..

爆字既essay
唔知自己講咩既presentation
加左鐘既tutorial
低估左既open book quiz
正常時間既tutorial
低估左既close book quiz
愈講愈奶野既presentation (不過用左自己果粒公仔做ppt bg可以開心住present)
想去聽結果因為full哂坐樓梯睇唔到而閃走左既talk

好彩有1日紅假.. 唔係我應該真係會死..
依家我都已經就快要暈低..

最令我想escape既.. 應該都係果個完全唔知想點既project
頂你個制
望住10sir我個人已經夠confused+upset
仲要有d咁既groupmates
真係.. 你喇叭

你鐘意最尾先衝哂份project唔等於我都鐘意
你想埋左組唔做野都唔等於我要幫你做埋
唔該唔好以為得你忙我就好得閒
SHIP 見親佢2條友就燥

而最食屎果個pt係.. 依家咩q都未有聽日就要同10sir開會
咁即係要我吹哂成個outline啦
咁即係又要我去做祭旗果個啦
咁即係份project想我做哂啦係咪呀
妖

我認我係好睇唔化呢d野
就係好mind呢d咁唔公平既事情
因為我up till now已經俾唔公平玩得太多

仲有 (我承認我係好多不滿..!!)
唔該唔好take for granted
由唔一齊夾書到做project再到依家借notes
我完全感受唔到條友係咪識得禮貌

由得我我依家真係愈諗就愈燥
我既eq應該真係太低 但係at least我可以令到我想燥佢底既人唔知我想燥佢底

唯一俾我可以抖一抖氣既應該係果2份assignment同份quiz paper..

繼續望住黎緊既schedule 我已經有塞息+頭痛既感覺
最快.. 都要下下個星期五先會有個completely day off..

其實我真係好想抖下..

week 7 ended.

已經唔cher既一個禮拜(comparatively)..
我都搞到個胃呀腸呀肚呀一抽那住黎痛到企都企唔直..

i tell u..
week 8 will be totally shit.
and week 10 will be even more.. SHIT.

望住個schedule真心連胃口都冇埋..

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@ wed pacific-rim..

10sir: ...我highly recommend你地睇<絕望先生>.. 佢真係幫到你develop dritical thinkings
我: (nodding+jotting notes) 
10sir: 你有睇緊啦?
我: =_____=" 唔係呀..
10sir: 哦.. (pause for a while) 咁你睇啦.. 你都幾岩睇架.. 
(whole class silent)
10sir: 睇你個樣都幾絕望

.......

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有樣野躊躇左成個月.. 琴日終於都要出手.. 解決左..
bye bye我真係仁至義盡..

有樣野考慮左4日.. 今日終於解決左..
吁~ funny though~

有樣野苦惱左2個禮拜.. 星期一終於叫做解決左..
ummm.. not sure whether it is called solved or not..

仲有樣野懊惱左都黎緊第3個禮拜.. 仲未解決到..!!
點算好.. 其實仲係等既階段..

雖然要個豬腦轉多幾轉確實係有點頭痛..
但係係呢個咁"佛是吹突"(sorry我仲未記得點串..)既moment..
我會count as係.. 一種既安慰/compensation..

謝謝:]

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每次collapse都有你接住.. thx>3<
 

你collapse既時候我都會盡我能力接住你既..

但願你..唔好太重.. ;p

其實我真係好羨慕果d異常樂知天命既人..
which is..
好耐好耐之前我都叫做係呢種人..

然後係唔知幾耐之前..
我開始變左個好pessimistic既人..
諗野開始灰到一個唔正常既地步..

望住好多好多既uncertainties我做到既就只係可以令到佢地certain少少..
畢竟人既力量確實係好細..

我已經好努力咁嘗試stay係reality..
偏偏每次我咁樣做就會令人地更加覺得我係from other planet..

喂其實我都好攰..

sorry結果又係煩到人..
都係果句..

"我都想自己條路可以順少少唔駛人地擔心"..